lust ruins so many relationships

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Told them i watched liveleak vids apparently jts not normal

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IM RED OH MY GOD!

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REAL REDD

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Im gonna relapse -samu

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IM RED

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No

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IM EREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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is there a way to say i hate myself without sounding like an emo poser - cove

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I read stuff i dont watch videos

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SAMU PLEASE DONT!!

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FR COVE

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Still not good tho

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fried chicken makes everything better

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I dont think you sound like an emo poser

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Dont relapse ik its hard

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I WANNA BE FCKED LIKE AN ANIMAL

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I don't know what to do -samu

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He wants me to stop he asked me to stop bc be wants me alive

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Honestly

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I also used lust to cope

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I feel so bad

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is he special to u cyan -playboifarti

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So guilty

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i had a situationship w a boy in february, we stopped talking 4 months, i came back, said sorry, he found sm1, he messed up so many times and shit, and now i am his "bsf" yet he barely texts me, he

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Why would i do that to him

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Because i thought feeling good in that way

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Would make me feel uswful

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Would make me happy

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Its hard i know but its the only thing i have control over -samu

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And it did for a little

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he says he loves me but everytime i need someone he isnt there

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not even being haha silly anymore i can't think about the future or look at myself in the mirror without vomiting and idk what to do - cove

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But in the end i just hurt

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everytime i need help and i say smth that annoys him he stops talking to me

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i hate feeling sick for just existing but nothing seems to help - cove

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or makes it ab him

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Samu the only thing you have control over is sh??

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and i know he does

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math contributes to the reason why ifeel this way

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