im starting to want to

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Maybe you should pick up a lil silly billy hobby to keep you from yk?

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fists and hammers and all

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ive tried sports and art and music

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im depressed theres no stopping this

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Oh.

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Uhh gardening?

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my gardens dead

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Shit

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MAYBE a pet?

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or start reading?

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fuck math

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Who wants to join my porn livestream?

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why would anybody join YOUR porn livestream

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i dont even WANT to know what kind of porn it is

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i just gad an arguement with my mom because apparently im supposed to finish all my quarter break homework in one day and i havent done that so she kept calling me layz

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and braindead just because i was just looking at my phone instead of finishing my work with %100 concentration, im on my period and i have really bad concentration issues but she said she will

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Omg i hate my body so mich

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wreck my head if i dont finish all my homework and projects today

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what am i even supposed to do

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Im just fat and disgusging

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not pretty at all

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I feel so guilty

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and so terrible

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and i cant get diagnosed with anything because my dad keeps telling me the psychiatrist will drug me with bad chemicals

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You can still get a diagnosid and refuse medication

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ik but he thinks im not "sick" or "mentally ill" and im his very healthy girl who has no problems so everytime i do that indicates i have something wrong with me he (and my mom) tells me to stop

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and they think me doing the stimming or ticks will lead to mentall illness, not thinking that i already am

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Do u have any other adult in your life who would trust u motr

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my brother is 39 but he hasnt talked to us in 2 years

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why bot

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Not

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and my aunts and uncles are too busy with all the insane stuff in their life

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i think my brother got in an argument with my dad

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That shit is hot

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Will he care if you reach out to him

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my dad was telling him about the heritage he will lend him once he dies and my brother got angry

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can you get in contact with your brother

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?

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but i dont think my parents will allow it since they are both retired and are around me at all times, they check on me every 5 or 10 minutes just because

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