She was so funny

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and she was nice to everyone

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why is this world so cruel, why would that happen to her

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I know I could have done more, I could have stopped it, but why did she have those thoughts in the first place

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it's so tragic that someone so amazing had to go through something as awful as that

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she just wanted other people to be happy

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I'll never be able to forget what I didn't do, what I could have done

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maybe she would still be here

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I have a huge issue with other people who have a problem with me when I am not doing anything

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they hire me and fire me and they do it because they believe other people

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then people believe what other people say everywhere I go so it is difficult to be social

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I am upset about it and it is hard to talk but people get at me and say humans are social creatures but not if they abuse me and treat me so badly

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she had a whole life ahead of her

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people are always turning against me

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so I am sorry I dont agree that humans are social creatures because everyone I met is bad.

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because of how they treated me

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I get that not everyone has to like you but come on

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this is beyond ridiculous at this point. you can't expect me to be social if people are always going to show they hate me and show they have a problem.

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god I'm never going to live this down

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the idea that I didn't do enough, that I could have done more, that she could still be here

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i was probably the only person that knew , and yet I did nothing

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I can't believe I did nothing

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I didn't think it was urgent, why didn't i

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things could have been so different for so many people

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everyone is biased too

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and i have no one to blame but myself

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they keep on saying they know what I said but they don't

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they say what I didn't say so I am upset and people a problem with my presence and I have just the right to be there as they do

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I'm unsure if i feel like myself or an extension of how others perceive me

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It's probably the latter ...

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I also wanted to say that everyone is attacking me in the USA, a lot of people are abusing their power and treating me worse than I deserve

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she was nice to everyone else to the end

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she was really something special

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people like everyone else but when I come around people have the issue to reject and single me out so I hate the people in my life.

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urge*

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Did you lo

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people say go somewhere else but no it doesn't matter. I keep meeting the same people over and over.

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*

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Why are my messages sending themselves =-=

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Did u lose someone, cyan?

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