I feel so guilty, and angry, so much so that im crying. I was laying in my bed and looked up from my phone and boom, a spider, im soo fucking scared of spiders so I told my mom and she came, but when

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im always holding my breath around them

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I want piece and to be left alone by people...

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we both thought she got it

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i never know when they’ll snap and hurt me

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She didnt

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It doesnt matter no one really cares about me outside

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My death wont change anything

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Nobody cares about me

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Im just a leech

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crying and screaming makes it worse

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You care. You're someone

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I wanna lock myself

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Red, people do care. We are listening to you vent to us we feel very bad. We care.

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i care about you coral your not a leech -sharky

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Hit my head against the wall sounds roght

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shorturl.at/jAVrm

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Im a louse to be crushed between your index and your thumb

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You dont know me

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And my floor is like carpets so now there will be a damned spider in my room, and now I feel Idk guilty? Because my mom smiled proudly when she thought she got the spider but I told her that she didnt

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Every year around this time i start getting into a really suicidal mood and idk why -October

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im so tired

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i dont but i feel bad

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Sorry

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Im on borrowed time

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i want my parents to love me

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I want to fall asleep in peace. Not important if i wake up.

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shorturl.at/jAVrm

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its okie your fien you didnt do nothing wrong

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i want to feel safe in my own home

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And i cant live like this

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Im this fucked up since 2021 (i got groomed)

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I dont feel safe anywhere

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I was 10

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you can love someone and still be wrong about how to treat them well

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I sleep in my tactical pants

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I dont know how to love

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I have several knives and a pair of handcuffs in my bed

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guys i came to vent here but tehn i realized taht you guys have more greater problems than me

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I just want to kiss someone or fuck

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