when i say college is making me miserable they ignore me

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because im just a whiny child

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Oh well i guess ill go kill me i guess that will make me SO strong ughhhhh no you wanna know strength knowing you could and should whoop the shit out of someone and walking away and not talking shit

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i complain too much

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complaining hoping anybody would give me some attention

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but everyone hates a complainer

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i just need to shut up tbh

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nobody cares about my feelings

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not really

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You have some things you need to face forst hand, but that doesnt give right for people to judge you the eay they do

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they dont know what to do they just

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stare and shrug

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and i dont feel better

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You think i care they read my diary bitch i wrote it for you, i knew they'd be so fucking petty to read it and blab it everywhere because thats what rich spoiled little bitches do

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What do you need to figure out to feel better?

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i need to figure out how to be normal

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You are normal

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im far from normal

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Its a lie been told to you

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im a fucking freak

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I dont care if he tells everyone oh i would never hurt her oh i would never do anything blah blah blah bitch you ruined my life and abused me eat shit and die fuck face

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i can see it in peoples expressions and body language

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i can hear it in their responses

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i do too

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freak freak freak freak

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i fee like im going insane because im acting like everyone else but im not getting the correct social responses

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it doesnt make any sense

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i say something normal and they stare at me weird i dont get it

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i want to scream

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what am i doing wrong

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Like dude i want to watch you and your friends die in a front row seat with popcorn and rate the show a 10

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fuck FUCK FUCK

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Bruh what the

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IM SO SICK OF IT

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Im so sick of feeling like a freak

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I had that phase before, when i genuinelt gave a fuck

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Youre youre own person you know that?

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If they stare u weirdly and dont like u, fuck them, tell them go to hell

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But i want friends red

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People will understand what they want to know about you

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