I didnt save or get the chance i was supposed to get, i share and it goes by to fast

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nothing. nothing. nothing. a hi is too much because itll lead to a conversation and then i. ill avoid them. or maybe ill forget again

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im afraid of doing this

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the only reason i still talk to my only friend is because i dont want to make him sad

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....man. i dont think thats love

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im hiding in my house

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i barely go out

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guys can i tell you a complicated situation and u tell me if im overreacting or not? be honest

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my neighborhood isnt trashed or violent or even particularly crowded

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but when i go outside down the sidewalk to the mailbox i get so nervous

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i walk so stiff

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the houses are watching me

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like, loigcally i know everybody is at work or school

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but i cant. god i hate cities and towns its too many people

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i need 2 talk to someone, i need help. i just feel so stuck. i dont want to continue on in this situation.

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i dont like going outside like a few feet to the trash can because why should i have to wear a bra and pants to walk six feet? but theres people out there

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>:|

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my family will be like theyre not looking at you- oh yeah thanks for drilling shame about my body into my head my whole life then assholes! jeez. great

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shorturl.at/jAVrm

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eh thats not what im upset about today though i guess im just bored. and lonely. like all the other 20 somethings out there

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at least other 25 yr olds have jobs

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i need one

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we got a gd recession or crisis or whatever going on right now though so fuckkkkkkk meeeeeeeeee sideways

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i dont know what to think anymore. should normal 18 year olds be talking like this to me? its normal. for us. i dont know what to do fufukcufkf.

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i prevail 🤑

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i def outgrew the spaces i used to frequent. but idk what i want. like. what do people my age do. clubbing? or join an actual club? classes? shit dude maybe i should just be living in a van

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or become a DM

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join the circus. idfk

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that sounds like a lot of options :O

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i wanna live in a van maybe when i get older it seems like fun

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i only have a mild interest in doing things with other people, and its only to alleviate my loneliness. like its a pestering thing, a factor, and not my being human. stupidly cold thoughts about

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the stuff that makes me human

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i wish i could be like those people who are TRULY asocial and content. sometimes.

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just me! i dont need love! i dont need friends, or pets, or family!

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fuck that sounds lonely

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D:

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I work for thailand amerca

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Hehehe

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theres a liquor store down the street. ive never been in one by myself... i want to go

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the whole time we were on vacation last month i thought about that store

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