academically gifted but fucking socially retarded

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I went to someone to fetch a gun for defense and decided not to because it didnt feel right

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Im autistic. Its not funny to joke about being autistic

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i'm not joking about it, i genuinely am

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type shit blue

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and green feels as if they are

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Its just like when I socialize

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nothing wrong with self diagnosis if it's done honestly and with good intent and research

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i dont feel like myself

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Then came psychosis because the communication between the partner did not feel direct

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that's really common with masking

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i feel like im so so focused on socializing correctly that i become an idiot becayse i cant focus on anything else

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never feels like me, never

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it was more coded

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like no common sense or sense of direction because im totally focused on reading the other person

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If green feels they are, they should get tested. Because self diagnose is shit. And you should never do it.

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places like this are the only spots where i can just exist

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but when im at home im normal

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red, that's a horrible way to look at it

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hey red, how about you wait on the 2 year waiting list and then come talk to me

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autism diagnoses for adults are hundreds or thousands of dollars

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and when psychosis dropped it was during a span of a few days

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not everyone is as privledged as you

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so fuck off

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i was lucky enough to get diagnosed as a child, not everyone gets that privilege

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i feel for you green

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ok see the thing is

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i was a perfectly normal child

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i was super social like, amazingly social

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so maybe im not autistic at all

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Saying you autistic when your not diagnosis is disrespectful and somthing you should not do

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I never said i was autistic dumbass

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i said i might be

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I never said you did

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as a genuinely autistic individual I believe the exact opposite when it's done with good intent and the right research has been done

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No one was talking about you untill blue brought it up

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I went to my bedroom after seeing the person at their desk playing a video game, we havent communicated that much because there seemed like things they couldnt talk to me about for that reason as in

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last i checked autism didn’t affect literacy but hey maybe you discovered a new symptom

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you can stop being a dick red, we all have our own set of issues here

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what was going on in the background intention

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