They think ive done all these horrible things and im weird and shit its not my fault im fucking autistic

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my parents just roll my eyes if im in a depressed mood

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nobody really cares

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I understand what you men

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mean

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nobody bothers to ask if im ok

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just expect me to get over it

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but if i was in the hospital

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i

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they would finally worry about me

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if i was kidnapped and beaten

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Thats not what if

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Thats not wF

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if i was in a tragic accident

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they would care for once

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Thats not what it should take shouldnf

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someone would be paying attention to me

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This dude who knows my ex i work with called my a stupid ass bitch and i showed his new girlfriend mercy and THIS IS WHAT I GET!!!! I could have dropped kicked her into on coming traffic but I Didnt!!

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when im in pain they wouldnt roll their eyes they would care

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they wouldnt assume im being moody

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thats not what it should take should it for you to be seen. You should be seen as you are

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but ill never have that yellow

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nobody cares about me

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I could have broke her man jaw but i didn't!!!!

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who cares what anyone

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who says that

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me

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you,

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You and only you?

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my parents care about my physical safety but

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I literally hope they die a horrible death i really do

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if i seek any mental help its just the same

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Collectively die

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Same as in what way?

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Ive been being so fucking nice and what do i fucking get?!!!!

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thats why im so uncomfortable when other people open up to me i think

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never taught or shown how to handle it

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just bottle it all up

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Called a stupid ass bitch and called a pussy for not killing people

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becayse when i complain im brushed off

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