ok see the thing is

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i was a perfectly normal child

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i was super social like, amazingly social

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so maybe im not autistic at all

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Saying you autistic when your not diagnosis is disrespectful and somthing you should not do

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I never said i was autistic dumbass

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i said i might be

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I never said you did

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as a genuinely autistic individual I believe the exact opposite when it's done with good intent and the right research has been done

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No one was talking about you untill blue brought it up

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I went to my bedroom after seeing the person at their desk playing a video game, we havent communicated that much because there seemed like things they couldnt talk to me about for that reason as in

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last i checked autism didn’t affect literacy but hey maybe you discovered a new symptom

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you can stop being a dick red, we all have our own set of issues here

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what was going on in the background intention

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anyway i mean like, i fit a lot of symptoms of autism but also

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Ok? Green is trying to make what i said about him. Thats not right

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not when i was a kid

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and autism can’t just appear so

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maybe i just got fucked up on the way lmfao

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could just call it neurodivergence, the brain is a finicky thing and any difference pretty much can be described by that

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yeah maybe

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I am so tired of her trying to play the victim when she was the one who harmed not only me, but my family, my friends, disabled kids, POCs, and my entire marching band

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ive always just felt different

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we're all different here, you fit in

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just could never find anyone who was like me

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When i went to the bedroom i had a lot of background fear behind me like i was hokding my breath to something unmentionable

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Maybe you feel taht way because you an attention seeker.

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havent had proper friends in years, never had a friend who understood me or who i felt comfortable around

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why is it so easy for everybody else

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have you tried online spaces?

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yeah for years

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a lot of the time those are the best places to meet likeminded people

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but i dont want online friends

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i had them

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I want real friends

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i don't either, but sometimes that's the best you can get

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online friends cant fill the endless pit of loneliness

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i laid down on the bed and there came a light that came down across the wall but it was like seeping through a crack

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makes me life worse tbh

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what about mensa maybe? a lot of neurodivergence in those spaces

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