I didnt talk to people and they didnt talk to me. I had one friend

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i dont know what happened

50104 - 

i miss my old self

50104 - 

hs ig is just a bunch of teens forcefully put in a building together, college people expect you to want to be there and therefore try and socialize/interact more

49730 - 

well its kinda the opposite

50104 - 

i want to socialize with people, i try to initiate, i want friends

50104 - 

i try and try but it just

50104 - 

im 17. i snap a lot of guys. idek why rly im just rly lonely. like a week ago this guy added me and it was the usual oh wdyll how old r u ect.

40155 - 

just cant find anyone i like to be around genuinely

50104 - 

I felt like i had encountered the devil, the room was red and he changed my phone to tell me who to choose, told me condescending texts of who i claimed to be vs what was happening

50103 - 

im scared ill never fond anyone i actually like

50104 - 

why dont i like being about people but also crave it

50104 - 

that's a scary thought, for me too

49730 - 

i hate most people but at the same time i crave that connection

49730 - 

lately ive been thinking ill die alone

50104 - 

Yellow that slunds terrifying

50094 - 

thats exactly right blue

50104 - 

he says hes 19 and im like oh thats weird hes in college he’ll prob stop snapping me. but he doesnt. he keeps snapping me and flirting with me and now he ask if i wanna hang out and come over

40155 - 

i just want a single person

50104 - 

i want to be someones favorite person and i want them to be my favorite person

50104 - 

but that will never happen i guess

50104 - 

im not made to be the favorite

50104 - 

i wish I didn't feel like a disappointment to my parents, my brother can do anything he wants but if i slip a little i'm an awful person (in my eyes)

50105 - 

it also tethers you to life in a way

49730 - 

he started asking like how many guys ive been with and im a virgin so im not tryna fuck a college guy while im literally 17 but i dont rly wanna reject him but i scared j feel like this is a bad situa

40155 - 

im just that person you hangout with because you feel bad for them but also theyre decently nice if not a little odd but

50104 - 

i have someone like that i was lucky enough to find, even if online, but it means I'll never be able to end my own life

49730 - 

no re personality, no real connection

50104 - 

red, just block the pedos please, 2 year age gap is a lot unless the people are right

49730 - 

Sadly most of my friendshops have been like that

50094 - 

the last time i had feelings for someone was an online friend

50104 - 

You say 2 years try 4 years

50103 - 

i had never really had those feelings before, ever

50104 - 

i just wish they'd let go a little like they always say they will, they just keep trying to help but it hurts feeling like i'm a disappointment to them

50105 - 

2 years is nothing

50103 - 

long distance sucks, i just want a hug irl

49730 - 

yeah.. i mean two years isnt a lot i just dont wanna end up in a bad situation cause like im literally a minor

40155 - 

but she didn’t feel the same, didnt even value me as a friend as much as i thought she did

50104 - 

yellow, 4 years is really fucking bad too

49730 - 

i think im never gonna be loved

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