school is easy, always has been easy

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never needs any effort

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but any other part of my life

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my health, my phone, my surroundings

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cant control myself

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easy because youre smart

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youre aware

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smart in the unuseful way

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you know what youre doing

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book smart but what use is that

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never did me any good

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book smart?

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i can ace an exam but put me in a social setting and im an idiot

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i used to feel proud

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Youre experiencing something from a past

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but about four years ago i thought

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do i have anything to be proud of besides my grades?

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it used to be the basis for my self esteem

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you

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now i don’t even care

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I know it can be easy to stop talking negatively about yourself but you are setting yourself back the more you talk bad about yourself

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cant

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its not about the grades it is but its about what you want for yourseld

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when i do well, i don’t feel proud anymore

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yourself

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why dont you

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do well on a project i dont even care

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i dont know its just like

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it didnt even take any effort

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what is there to be proud of

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Coming this far

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i just ask myself

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whats the point of all this work

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i graduated highschool with a 2 year college degree

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4.0 gpa, top of my grade

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got the top scholarship at my college, full ride

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but i just feel numb

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like i dont really deserve it

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What are you missing

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im missing friends

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