never feels like me, never

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it was more coded

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like no common sense or sense of direction because im totally focused on reading the other person

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If green feels they are, they should get tested. Because self diagnose is shit. And you should never do it.

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places like this are the only spots where i can just exist

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but when im at home im normal

50104 - 

red, that's a horrible way to look at it

49730 - 

hey red, how about you wait on the 2 year waiting list and then come talk to me

50104 - 

autism diagnoses for adults are hundreds or thousands of dollars

49730 - 

and when psychosis dropped it was during a span of a few days

50103 - 

not everyone is as privledged as you

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so fuck off

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i was lucky enough to get diagnosed as a child, not everyone gets that privilege

49730 - 

i feel for you green

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ok see the thing is

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i was a perfectly normal child

50104 - 

i was super social like, amazingly social

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so maybe im not autistic at all

50104 - 

Saying you autistic when your not diagnosis is disrespectful and somthing you should not do

49257 - 

I never said i was autistic dumbass

50104 - 

i said i might be

50104 - 

I never said you did

49257 - 

as a genuinely autistic individual I believe the exact opposite when it's done with good intent and the right research has been done

49730 - 

No one was talking about you untill blue brought it up

49257 - 

I went to my bedroom after seeing the person at their desk playing a video game, we havent communicated that much because there seemed like things they couldnt talk to me about for that reason as in

50103 - 

last i checked autism didn’t affect literacy but hey maybe you discovered a new symptom

50104 - 

you can stop being a dick red, we all have our own set of issues here

49730 - 

what was going on in the background intention

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anyway i mean like, i fit a lot of symptoms of autism but also

50104 - 

Ok? Green is trying to make what i said about him. Thats not right

49257 - 

not when i was a kid

50104 - 

and autism can’t just appear so

50104 - 

maybe i just got fucked up on the way lmfao

50104 - 

could just call it neurodivergence, the brain is a finicky thing and any difference pretty much can be described by that

49730 - 

yeah maybe

50104 - 

I am so tired of her trying to play the victim when she was the one who harmed not only me, but my family, my friends, disabled kids, POCs, and my entire marching band

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ive always just felt different

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we're all different here, you fit in

49730 - 

just could never find anyone who was like me

50104 - 

When i went to the bedroom i had a lot of background fear behind me like i was hokding my breath to something unmentionable

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