hi - oatmeal

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sometimes i feel scared to ask

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Like i seen stupid of inattentive

30771 - 

i hate myself so much, i'm just disgusting

2580 - 

Me to cyan <33

30771 - 

i'm sorry green. you don't deserve that feeling - oats

2580 - 

Literally why am i like this

30771 - 

like what?

2580 - 

it's very frustrating

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autistic and weird and mentally fucked

30771 - 

hi yellow

2580 - 

Yk its hard to communicate when saying what bothers you makes them instantly get defensive

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and i end up saying sorry for being hurt

49444 - 

neurodivergent people are the best, green - oats

2580 - 

i go into hospitals a lot

30771 - 

i hear you red. people are shit at listening

2580 - 

how come green? - oats

2580 - 

When i try to suicide myself usually

30771 - 

I'm sorry red... people are so bad at admitting their own guilt

49409 - 

that sounds difficult to cope with, green. i'm sorry you have to go through that, the world is so unfair - oats

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I wanna feel normal

30771 - 

I wanna feel liked

30771 - 

I am always the one caring for others, never being taken care of.

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Also feeling that you matter for someone

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i want to be desired

49409 - 

i want to be loved

49409 - 

i want to be wanted

49409 - 

Im smart and talented however my brain is a fucking mess

30771 - 

i want one day of not worrying what am i doing wrong

49409 - 

i want to fit in

49409 - 

i was said that i was gifted

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I rather be not gifted and happy though

30771 - 

on a saturday evening, i want to be out with people my age, not sit here, typing into a void

49409 - 

I'm almost 30 and i have never been kissed before

49409 - 

Because this is fucking impossible

30771 - 

i feel like im wasting this lifetime

49409 - 

i'm 25 and my first love was abusive and wasted most of my youngest years

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life is a waste for me at the least

30771 - 

we all just tryna find somebody worth living the rest of our lives

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i don't know how to find them

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