God i hate procrastinating and i hate feeling useless around the house

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he's with a new girl now who was my friend til recent, it hurts and im tbh fuming but above everything im glad he's happy

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but i noticed he unadded her so im also worried for him

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part of me hopes he ditched her ass

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i had a gut feeling she'd fuckhim over somehow

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happened quicker than i expected though

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my mom and dad are drunkly arguing rn

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my mom is literally just shitting on men and telling my dad to kill himself

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and victimizing herself

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my mom is saying she’s gonna leave

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she always says things like that..

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Have you ever recorded their fights and let them listen to themselves later?

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nope

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oh shit she meant leave the room and not the house

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jesus she fucking scared me

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my parents are alcoholics and get rlly drunk like 4x a week

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my mom is worse tho

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should i call cps or some shit on myself

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is she still on a roll?

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sorry i was afk

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my mom is asking me to feed the stray cats

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I miss you. You were like no one else. There will be others, but none like you. There was that storybook spark, connection, sparkle. I really thought you were the one. I dreamt about our life togeth

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is that normal?

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together. Maybe someday you'll come back to me. But for now circumstances have split us. Only physically. I still think about you every day. I hope you do too.

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you talking to me?-

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yes

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yeah?

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No just a vent

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I just changed color

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Lol

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Mb

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recording and letting her hear it when sober might help with a wake up call for her

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on the other hand, it would be great for CPS if needed, too

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she’s not gonna let me play them or some shit if i do

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then just keep them for CPS. The more the merrier

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wassup

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she’s probably just gonna start sobbing and traumadumping till i have a panic attack

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that’s what she always does when i do anything remotely wrong

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any chance you could pretend to be asleep?

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anytime she’s in a slightly bad mood, if i breathe too loud, she gets very annoyed

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