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Im a husk of myself. Im not even me anymore

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no matter what don't give up your life

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please don

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Red

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something i always say is that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel

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That person died. My physical body just hasnt yet

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i struggle to realize that myself sometimes, but i know it's there

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you just have to know there is an end to this feeling

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But what about your friends and family

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and it will leave you a stronger person by overcoming it

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I know there is. Once im dead. Ive been depresserd since i was 8. Im 23

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i know it's probably not what you want to hear at the moment, but it's true

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I cant live like this anymore

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depression isn't an easy battle, but you can't give up

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red no matter how much your friends and family think they hate you they dont its still a grief and people will feel a gun shot through their hearts dont

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I understand they will grieve me. Im okay with that. They will move on

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Eventually

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I will just be a memory

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A sad memory

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Im okay with that

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I just dont know how to write the letter to my dad

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hi

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As someone whos been through a person passing it is not. Every death anniversary feels like square one again and everytime i think of how i said I hated them I regret it so much/

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With a letter filled with rage and hate towards him

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and make him feel like trash?

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I dont want that

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I just want him to understand why im dead, nothing more and nothing less

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Write what you feel, red. Then, instead of destroying yourself, hand them the letters.

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give them the letters and tell them how you feel.

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They will put me in another hospital. And then ill have to live

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Nope. You also have a back up letter saying it's what you feel when you want to harm yourself. OR,write that at the beginning. Not that you're intending it now.

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Ending your life is like getting a tattoo, you don't regret it now but you might regret it later

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I dont think it will matter. So what? Now they know how i feel. They already had an idea before

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I feel sympathetic for my idiocracy to contuine on

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Ive told them ive been struggling. I really dont think my dad will care untill im actualyl dead in the ground

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It'll get it off your chest. If you're living with them, no therapy or anything is going to help much till you get away from the dysfunction.

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My mom might. But she cant help me. Shes tried. Nothing works

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maybe it's just paranoia

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eating at her brain Alive

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