Drop him because he sounds exhausting already, Red.

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h esays im self victimizing when all im doing is trying to tell my side of things

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i wish i could

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You will eventually.

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The more he fucks up, something in you will 'tick'.

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im so tired of feeling like my words dont matter

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im tired of being criticized

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im tired of never being right

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They do and that's why I hope you find time to leave.

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im tired of never being listened to

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i wish i had the balls to leave

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but im so lonely and [pathetic

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You will one day. It's bound to happen.

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and i just apologized to him

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You think that now, but watch - you will change into who you are meant to be. Just because someone wants to keep fucking with you.

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i hope therapy helps me find my place in life and stop letting people fuck with my emotions

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It can, for sure. You just need to walk in confidence, love yourself more.

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It's like, if you want to protect your peace; YOU WILL.

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You will do anything and everything to protect you. Wait for that version of you.

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Oooh it's raining right now I love the rain

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im trying to love myself but its hard when the person i love the most criticises me for the small things i do

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I might go sit outside and listen to it

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I understand, Red. Believe me.

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my apology wasnt good enough fpr him

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Idk why but the rain helps me think

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One day at a time, Red.

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You are enough to someone out there. Trust me.

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I feel safe in it, if that makes any sense

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thank you blue i really hope so

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I feel as though nothing can get me in the rain

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Its comforting

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i wonder if this has something to do with the fact he's five years older than me

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Well, how old?

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I'm 25 and if he's around my age acting like that - no excuse at all.

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Yeah I think I'll go sit outside :)

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he is 24 im 19, i asked him out when i was 15 and he accepted

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Lord, have mercy...

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I won't judge, but uhhh, leave ASAP.

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If he can't get a girl his age, that's a red flag there, baby.

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There's a reason why women our age would drop him.

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