Fuck morals, I hate them

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"shit. everything in my life is fixable except for the trigger i just pulled." everyone thinks it. i PROMISE you.

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I can't understand a shit from what y'all r saying

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you do not want your last moments to be numb and cold, then very suddenly regretful and red

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Logically i know it i just dont feel i have the strength to even want to fix it let alone actually do the work to fix it

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and that's okay! you're allowed to be exhausted, you've been fighting Goliath fourteen years in a row as the unchallenged lightweight champ

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Thanks

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but that doesn't mean forfeit NOW. forfeit tomorrow, forfeit next year, just postpone it until you win and smile a bloody smile in death's face again. you are better than him. you have denied him once

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you will again

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I'll try. I have several days before i even order the gun and more before it arrives.

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and in that several days you don't get to duck out the ring. you can take a breather and you can cry as much as needed. but the only way out is through, Blue

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guys

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my fam is so poor

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my mother says

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I'm just worried I'll fight to see another day like today. The pain always comes back. It's never gotten truly better. So am i fighting for a better future, or holding off the inevitable

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she cant afford to send me to schl

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can i ask how old you are ?

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me?

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both honestly

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I'm an adult

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im 14 in grade 9

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she says she cant afford to send me to schl after grade 10

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and next year im planning to get another one

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but after that she says she cant pay for my tution

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idk what to do

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Hi

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i thought studying good will help but idk now

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HEY

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NOTICE ME

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I SAID HI

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^^

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purple i'm so sorry, that sounds extremely worrying. do you like school ?

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i love studying orange

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Does that make me an African American?

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not like i love or romaticise it

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i love Africa too

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but i like it

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i like havving good grades being educated yk

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Africa is where African Americans come from

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i know a lot about geography

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