red no matter how much your friends and family think they hate you they dont its still a grief and people will feel a gun shot through their hearts dont

49481 - 

I understand they will grieve me. Im okay with that. They will move on

44625 - 

Eventually

44625 - 

I will just be a memory

44625 - 

A sad memory

44625 - 

Im okay with that

44625 - 

I just dont know how to write the letter to my dad

44625 - 

hi

37732 - 

As someone whos been through a person passing it is not. Every death anniversary feels like square one again and everytime i think of how i said I hated them I regret it so much/

49481 - 

With a letter filled with rage and hate towards him

44625 - 

and make him feel like trash?

49481 - 

I dont want that

44625 - 

I just want him to understand why im dead, nothing more and nothing less

44625 - 

Write what you feel, red. Then, instead of destroying yourself, hand them the letters.

36213 - 

give them the letters and tell them how you feel.

49481 - 

They will put me in another hospital. And then ill have to live

44625 - 

Nope. You also have a back up letter saying it's what you feel when you want to harm yourself. OR,write that at the beginning. Not that you're intending it now.

36213 - 

Ending your life is like getting a tattoo, you don't regret it now but you might regret it later

49481 - 

I dont think it will matter. So what? Now they know how i feel. They already had an idea before

44625 - 

I feel sympathetic for my idiocracy to contuine on

49464 - 

Ive told them ive been struggling. I really dont think my dad will care untill im actualyl dead in the ground

44625 - 

It'll get it off your chest. If you're living with them, no therapy or anything is going to help much till you get away from the dysfunction.

36213 - 

My mom might. But she cant help me. Shes tried. Nothing works

44625 - 

maybe it's just paranoia

49485 - 

eating at her brain Alive

49485 - 

So your mom cares about you right?

49481 - 

Yeah

44625 - 

maybe im too scared of dying

49485 - 

he wanted me first but still left me bru

49024 - 

There's ways to get out on your own.

36213 - 

wait what

49485 - 

he got bored of me after lit 3 weeks thats so fucking embarrassing

49024 - 

wait what are you guys talking about

49485 - 

Find a job that includes a room to live in

36213 - 

Then you mom will literally eat her own soul alive if you killed yourself. She will feel the pain of losing a child they created and feel the emptiness.

49481 - 

n he moved on in a day while im over here going through the like 50 stages of grief

49024 - 

I want my best friend back.

49481 - 

My mom has my sister to keep her going. She'll be fine

44625 - 

oh you're thinking about doing the unalive?

49485 - 

yall should listen to 'cry' by cigarettes after sex

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