I miss you. You were like no one else. There will be others, but none like you. There was that storybook spark, connection, sparkle. I really thought you were the one. I dreamt about our life togeth

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is that normal?

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together. Maybe someday you'll come back to me. But for now circumstances have split us. Only physically. I still think about you every day. I hope you do too.

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you talking to me?-

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yes

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yeah?

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No just a vent

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I just changed color

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Lol

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Mb

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recording and letting her hear it when sober might help with a wake up call for her

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on the other hand, it would be great for CPS if needed, too

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she’s not gonna let me play them or some shit if i do

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then just keep them for CPS. The more the merrier

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wassup

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she’s probably just gonna start sobbing and traumadumping till i have a panic attack

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that’s what she always does when i do anything remotely wrong

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any chance you could pretend to be asleep?

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anytime she’s in a slightly bad mood, if i breathe too loud, she gets very annoyed

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why tf would i be asleep rn, it’s 8:24pm

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people do take naps

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I want to "relax" but i have to ckean so muchh and putthe chiekns away 😭

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plus my parents both JUST saw me and they know it takes me atleast 30 mins to fall asleep

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i never nap

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okay, was just a thought

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Probably

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Its upsetting 😭

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my mom would prolly be too stupid/wastedto notice

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but my dad probably would know i’m faking

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Mine worries more about that then my kidney that are falligng apart

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That and work because making s living in this economy id impossible

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he always seems way less drunk compared to my mom

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And im so sorry

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ykw, i should probably note now that i’m 10

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Ah im 17

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anyways, life sucks

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Agreed

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i’m prolly depressed

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i hate how anytime my dad trys to confront my mom abt something bad she’s done, she suddenly villanizes him

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y'all my classmate from primary reminded me of how,when we were 10,it was our day to play football/girls-A

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