But i choke up and get scared and i cant do anything

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gettjng D’s in your classes to compensate for the fact that u cant get real D 🖕

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ive gotten better at confrontation

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With yo dumb ass

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Like dpmo 😒

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I would cry for hours whenever my mom threatened to take me to her house

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I couldnt do anything

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AND i saw my ex friend on halloween

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...im back and im still sobbing. i havent cried like this for years. -Xin

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i feel like i have such little control over anything in my life

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And she had the nerve to be rude and not smile back at me

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oh, nice.. i have a color -Xin

35488 - 

i have this thing with control where I only feel okay when someones telling me what to do

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even though its like what i dont need

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Dumb fuck

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its weird how the subconscious mind works

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🖕🖕😡😡😡

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guess who's relapsing because they can't take a joke. this guy

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so. whos alive that maybe has seen my tag before? if no one thats okay, im fine with meeting new ppl, i just need to not get attached -Xin

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okay

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wanna talk abt it red? -Xin

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I hate that my mouth is constantly bleeding

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bitch if i get dry sockets im going to throw a fit

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someone i'm uncomfortable with joked that i should moan

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overall they're just kind of a creep

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then kill them

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sorry

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that was mean

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violence is not the answer

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I hate creeps

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. i get that red. ik its hard not to take that rlly bad, but i dont think you should sh over it -Xin

35488 - 

they flirt a lot when others are around

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i dont like sexual jokes, so i get you -Xin

35488 - 

are they in your real life or are they online

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Me either

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if it's just a joke i just feel stupid that i don't understand jokes vs being serious

30206 - 

gen z being stupid as usual

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i wish i could maintain online friends

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i should take my own advice tbh -Xin

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i cant ever tell when someone is being malicious or just normal

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