when i try to speak up about my side of the story he says im defending myself and i should stop it

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all i did was ask him not to generalize my behavior based on what i do in my rare mental illness episodes

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and i asked him to acknowlegde the times i do things right

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he told me to stop being defensive and victimizing myself

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he also said he will stop telling me about the issues he has with me

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Gaslighting is crazyy

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i just dont understand why are there so many issues?

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Why am i cyan fr

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why does he always find something wrong with me

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Bc hes a bitch?

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even when i try my best to be perfect for him

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Drop his ass bro

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He a hoe

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He for the streets

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i want him to see my changes

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but he always has something to criticize me fo

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I MISSS HIM🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 (i did not infact drop his ass when it was asked of me)

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So

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and im never allowed to debate it

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Right so leave him

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lest im defensive

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and he always has to be right too

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i cant remember the last time i was right in his eyes

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my self esteem is in hell because of his constant criticisms of me

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he doesnt give a fuck

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i cried twice today because of him

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i wish i could go back to the dream i had about him tonight

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he was so nice

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he constantly brings up a flaw i have that im working on

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disregarding my changes

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and now hes yelling at me because im being defensive

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and 'self victimizing'

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am i not allowed to stand up for myself?

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this is my fault for haha, trying to lecture on it haha so then it became stuck on my brain haha

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am i not allowed to want acknowledgement for my changes instead of frequent criticism?

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I can't stand knowing she's out there living a 'happy life' whilst abusing people in the beginning to even get there.

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I don't understand why the cruel flourish.

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I can't even sit down and talk to her OR beat her ass.

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You're in my mind still torturing me.

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I never wanted to put my hands on anyone, but you deserve the get decked in the face.

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