I know

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hey blue ? do you think you can text me ?

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That's a good one

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i'm here, 805 419 3201

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I'd rather keep it anonymous but i appreciate it

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My cat's clawing at the bed

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Sharpening her claws

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that's okay. it's an anonymous number just for these conversations, but you should feel comfortable

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Now she's looking at me like i'm food

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and i promise you that when a miracle happens and you wake up safe and sound, you'll think "huh. i don't HAVE to die"

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I'mma grab the belt and whip her ass\

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Im sorry maybe later. Even if i wanted to do this plan i don't have money for the gun till friday and however long it takes to ship. Plus background check

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Fuck PETA

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Yes, fuck peta

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it's real hard to hurt yourself. that's a good thing

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She's my child, I can do whatever I want to her!\

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It's easy once i have it. But it will be several days till i have immediate access

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do you have any friends or family members? pets count :)

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I don't think anyone is ever going to like me because I am bullied by everyone that sees me.

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Why the fuck was I born then?

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LOL

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I feel bad for the living people. Pain. Sickness. Taxes. Traffic. Work. Betrayal. Lies

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Cry about it

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people keep telling me that there are good and kind people in the world but I don't see them.

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Cry harder, moron. I'd take your lunch money too, you sound annoying

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I feel like i am bullied more than most people

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There are good people, i just can't feel the warmth

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you DO see them! they just don't see us all the time

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what do you get bullied for, yellow? that doesn't sound very fair

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HA LOOK AT THAT TWINK

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Hiding his cameltoe with a stack of books

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I have incredible people. Just adds to the guilt of why i can't feel gratitude or happiness no matter how hard i try. I'm on three different medications. A lot of good that's doing

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Hiding his cameltoe with a stack of feminist literature

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but incredible people don't always know how to help. it's hard not to blame ourselves for that; something MUST be wrong with us, right?

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Hiding his cameltoe with a stack of romance novels

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it's not true. nothing's wrong with any of you

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Hiding his cameltoe with old women's murder mystery novels

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Yeah, we're all fucked up in some ways. I just don't want to feel it anymore

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Hiding his cameltoe with guides on how to become a woman

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