like ignoring u?

49343 - 

and like I would send the whole paragraph im gonna send him

49344 - 

like we havent talk for two weeks

49344 - 

what does the paragraph contain

49343 - 

he goes on call with me

49344 - 

for 4 hours

49344 - 

distracted

49344 - 

kept texting his friends

49344 - 

you should deffo take a break if hes not ready

49343 - 

but hes hanging out with me making time

49344 - 

doesnt sound healthy

49207 - 

and when he plays games with his friends he's unbothered and doesn't touch his phone

49344 - 

agreed

49343 - 

the paragraph contains me thinking of breaking up

49344 - 

Hello?

49341 - 

Hello

49207 - 

would he let you break up

49343 - 

Ill start

49344 - 

Hey

49341 - 

Honestly, I thought I was going insane for nagging you, but I’m more aware now. I feel unimportant in your life, and that’s okay if you don’t want to spend time with me like before when we used to han

49344 - 

or dont gaff

49343 - 

hang out

49344 - 

as best friends. I completely accept that you have other people in your life now and new things going on.

49344 - 

I’m not trying to be needy or unreasonable; I’m just telling you how it feels from my end. I’ve been really understanding and lenient about your social life, your time out, and your friends.

49344 - 

I never try to control where you go or who you’re with, but it’s hard to ignore the fact that when I do get a fraction of your attention or your time you’re distracted

49344 - 

and I feel like I’m the only one who’s really there and you’re half-engaged, and honestly, it’s like I’m competing with your phone or your friends for your focus

49344 - 

I don’t deserve four hours of inconsistent hangout time and a lack of attentiveness during our conversations.

49344 - 

I noticed you text your friends and interact with them while we’re spending time together. What’s worse is watching you give your friends all the undivided attention.

49344 - 

It’s clear you’re fully present with them, while with me, you seem distracted.

49344 - 

I shouldn’t feel like I’m asking for too much when I just want to feel valued in your life.

49344 - 

not saying you’re not making an effort; I’m just saying the effort you put into your friends isn’t the same as what you give me and the 100% you said you’ll do.

49344 - 

your night with your friends.

49344 - 

Seeing how much effort you put into them, I can’t help but feel like I’m the one who cares too much or asks for too little. I ask for attentive conversation, consistent updates, and small compliments,

49344 - 

Your overall attitude and the way you treat me compared to your friends are making me completely check out of the relationship.

49344 - 

I understand you’re busy, but if you can make the effort to hang out with your friends four times a week, text them,

49344 - 

and know about their lives, then you’re just giving me lame excuses for not being able to update me properly when you get home or send a message that takes less than 30 seconds.

49344 - 

I’ve done my best to respect your busy schedule and your desire to prefer other people. I’ve always been here for you no matter what and I don’t want to be the person who holds you back from things

49344 - 

that make you happy.

49344 - 

There's just no deductive or rational reasoning in my brain

49345 - 

I miss the way we used to connect, and I wish things felt as special as they did before. I really do care about you and only want the best.

49344 -