It's like, if you want to protect your peace; YOU WILL.

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You will do anything and everything to protect you. Wait for that version of you.

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Oooh it's raining right now I love the rain

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im trying to love myself but its hard when the person i love the most criticises me for the small things i do

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I might go sit outside and listen to it

171 - 

I understand, Red. Believe me.

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my apology wasnt good enough fpr him

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Idk why but the rain helps me think

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One day at a time, Red.

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You are enough to someone out there. Trust me.

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I feel safe in it, if that makes any sense

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thank you blue i really hope so

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I feel as though nothing can get me in the rain

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Its comforting

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i wonder if this has something to do with the fact he's five years older than me

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Well, how old?

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I'm 25 and if he's around my age acting like that - no excuse at all.

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Yeah I think I'll go sit outside :)

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he is 24 im 19, i asked him out when i was 15 and he accepted

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Lord, have mercy...

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I won't judge, but uhhh, leave ASAP.

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If he can't get a girl his age, that's a red flag there, baby.

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There's a reason why women our age would drop him.

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i guess

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They're grown.

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He chose you because you had no xp.

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i just went from one groomer to another

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I'm so sorry, Red.

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I don't understand why they are like that, man.

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its okay blue, it kind of was my fault because i asked him out

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Well, you don't know any better, homie. Please don't blame yourself.

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He should've said no.

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He said yes to a teenager as an adult. That's on him.

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It shows he doesn't want to grow up and he's never peaked in life.

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its just most of the time hes so nice

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Don't be with people like this.

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I know, he can be 'nice', but look how he treats you now.

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hes helped me so much and stayed with me while i was deep in my bpd trenches 2 years ago

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but lately im getting controlling vibes from him

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And that's very considerate of him, but again, he's my age. I would have rather did all that as a brother.

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