understood, een there too

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been

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I've been trying to distract myself with video games, but even that isn't really working anymore. I'm just feeling so hopeless and lost, like nothing really matters. And that thought just makes me wan

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gss

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sgjdhfjf

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aaaaaaaaaaAAAAA

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guys

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is anyone here

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distractions just prolong the part your figure out

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i jsut want to scream but screaming is useless i am so fucking cooked guys

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YELLOW SPITTING

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frfr

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okay but yellow can you hear me out dawg

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i am

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go on

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I know it's not healthy to bottle things up, but I'm just not sure who I can talk to. I don't want to burden them with all my problems and make things even worse. I just feel so trapped, like there's

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im in a real stupid situation im fucked ip man

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yo cyan yap along man we're all ventingg here

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right so

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like there's no way out.

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some distant family is having a wedding

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cyan is just vetning

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you wqant active listening other color

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I guess I just wish I had a shoulder to cry on, you know? Someone who would just listen and be there for me, without judgment or expectation. It sucks feeling like you're all alone in the world.

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ill do that

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and the issue is that theyre making demands

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are you green?

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wdym by active color am i active color

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yeah im green

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sometimes green looks like blueing to me

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ok

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OHHHH

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im listening green

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there's a light blue and i am a green

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Yeah, I know I shouldn't be so hard on myself, and that things will get better eventually. But right now, everything just feels so damn overwhelming and bleak.

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yeah but i can tell who is who cause you talk different

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right so they're making demands and they're like the kind of people who like to act all posh and the issue is

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I hateee my sibling

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the iSSUE IS THAT I DONT WANT TO FULFILL THEIR DEMANDS I

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I just wish I had someone to lean on, you know? Someone who could make me feel safe and cared for, even if just for a little while. I know it's probably pathetic, but that's how I feel.

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