that's how I've been feeling lately. I don't know, it's like I'm stuck in a rut and I can't seem to break out of it. I just don't really feel motivated to do anything, even the things I used to enjoy.

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And don't get me started on how I feel like a total outsider when it comes to social interaction. It's like I just don't fit in anywhere. Even when I'm with my friends, I still feel like I'm on the ou

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the things you used to do..... they dont fullfil your new desire to find somenthing new to fullfuill what you dont know .... you ned fullfilling

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on the outside looking in, like I'm just there but not really a part of things. It's really lonely, you know?

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i hear you

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And then there's the added pressure of school. Everyone seems to expect so much from you, but let's be real, it's not like I'm some kind of superstar. I try my best, but it just feels like I'm always

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always falling short of everyone's expectations. It's really stressful, especially when I'm already feeling low and unmotivated, you know?

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yup

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And on top of all that, there's the fear of disappointing people. I feel like I'm constantly walking on eggshells, worried about saying or doing the wrong thing and letting everyone down. I know it's

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understood, een there too

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been

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I've been trying to distract myself with video games, but even that isn't really working anymore. I'm just feeling so hopeless and lost, like nothing really matters. And that thought just makes me wan

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gss

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sgjdhfjf

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aaaaaaaaaaAAAAA

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guys

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is anyone here

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distractions just prolong the part your figure out

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i jsut want to scream but screaming is useless i am so fucking cooked guys

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YELLOW SPITTING

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frfr

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okay but yellow can you hear me out dawg

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i am

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go on

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I know it's not healthy to bottle things up, but I'm just not sure who I can talk to. I don't want to burden them with all my problems and make things even worse. I just feel so trapped, like there's

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im in a real stupid situation im fucked ip man

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yo cyan yap along man we're all ventingg here

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right so

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like there's no way out.

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some distant family is having a wedding

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cyan is just vetning

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you wqant active listening other color

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I guess I just wish I had a shoulder to cry on, you know? Someone who would just listen and be there for me, without judgment or expectation. It sucks feeling like you're all alone in the world.

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ill do that

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and the issue is that theyre making demands

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are you green?

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wdym by active color am i active color

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yeah im green

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sometimes green looks like blueing to me

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ok

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