its procrastination is....

48464 - 

Why not?

171 - 

you have onions?

35097 - 

No

171 - 

green onions? garlic?

35097 - 

Garlic yes

171 - 

do you have cilantro?

35097 - 

my grandma's dog just died a couple days ago...

46592 - 

salt and lime

35097 - 

Man i did not think this is how my life would be when i was this age

31182 - 

I am broke and in collage, my food options are painfully limited. salt and lime yes

171 - 

Then again i didn't plan to make it past 12

31182 - 

I almost didn't lol

31182 - 

@green I'm sorry :(

46592 - 

coral I 100% understand

35097 - 

Thats alright, shit happens

31182 - 

what do you want me to make lmao?

171 - 

so I'm gonna tell you how to make most our of what you got

35097 - 

yeah

46592 - 

write it down somewhere

35097 - 

okay

171 - 

with your tomato, you will make achar, it's a fancy sauce from my country and it's super easy

35097 - 

I just thought if i toughed it out they'd love me. I'd be okay

31182 - 

if you have a blender, great. if not, you will be mashing it somehow

35097 - 

Nothing changed

31182 - 

i can blend it

171 - 

do you have access to flame?

35097 - 

Yeah

171 - 

Idk i just wanted to be loved geuininely

31182 - 

okay so

35097 - 

I was like 9

31182 - 

It was a pretty reasonable ask

31182 - 

cut tomato in half, roast them on fire until they are charred and soft. Chop them in quarters ideally but that's more time consuming

35097 - 

remove all chars, put it in the blender

35097 - 

But instead i was abused, sa'd and oversexualised. Just kinda everything

31182 - 

Okay

171 - 

who wants to piss for daddy?

44078 - 

throw in your garlic, salt, lime, and any herbs you have in your fridge

35097 - 

The kid i was died and no one sees that im different

31182 - 

if you have chili flakes that works too, but that's not ideal

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