its been 9 months. 9 months and i dont love him anymore. but what he did to me haunts me

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have you tried seeing a therepist abt it luv?

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when we broke up i stopped eating, i couldn't look at myself in the mirror. he broke me and he knows it. i know he does

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yeah, i go to therapy. i missed a call so my parents said i can't do it anymore

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that is no bf nor a man sorry to say

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no

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that isnt right

48413 - 

dont be sorry, you're right

46446 - 

u need to see a physicl one

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yeah . its not

46446 - 

u can speak ur emotions out

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right in front

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not on the phone

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idk but its what i think

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sorry if im wrong

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they wont let me talk to my little sister. i have nobody. they made me switch schools because i smoked weed this summer. i gave up

46446 - 

you're not wrong <3

46446 - 

bro have u tried seeing like a child servce i think its called

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weed didnt make me feel good i was just so tired. when i was high it was like i was floating, like i had no space to be sad

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cps? ive tried.

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yea

48413 - 

im fs gonna give up soon

48414 - 

its not enough to get me taken from my house.

46446 - 

fair eough but i feel like vaping is better then doing weed hun

48413 - 

whats up cyan?

48413 - 

im actually so tired of everything bru

48414 - 

u okay? probably not but

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awh i feel u im sorry

48413 - 

wana talk abt it

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how are yall mostly? thats important too

48414 - 

coral

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i work all the time so i dont have to be home. i live in alaska and the roads are icy. i kept going fast because i knew that if i got hurt maybe somene would finally care yk.

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no luv

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i did vape, a lot. i snuck out, smoked weed, vaped you name it.

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dont

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its not worth it

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aw coral,dont do that

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yeah fr

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i hate life too i feel like crashing out

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kms u name it

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