blue, how old are you? like i asked, i need to know so i know how to word my answer

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im also 16 and the whole 2 more years thing is some motivation but i dont know if ill last

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ohh

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i am 16

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you got it blue, you made it this far

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if green and blue made it this far in life, you can do it for 2 more years

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My godbrother and best friend along with my girlfriend are the only people keeping me going

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you got it

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thats good green

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But i am.. planning something tonight

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have them close in your lfie green

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The only thing keeping me going id my guinea pigs

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planning what green?

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what

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Ive been unemployed for 15 months im losing hope

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But the moment theyre gone i dont think ill hava anything else to live for

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blue, only guinea pigs? not even a friend or a adult you trust?

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7th suicide attempt, i don't know if i am going to succeed

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green, dont try that

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please

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i just hate this thing so much

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I cant fucking wear half sleeved or sleeveless clothes bcs of scars i gave myself

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if it didnt work the 1st time, its not your fate right now to die green.

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and i get asked so much about it

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i am tired of lying.

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then get help. you can only find joy if you get help.

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i cant

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why

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why else am i on this site?

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if i could get help, would i be here?

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Green , please dont. You are 16, find a way to be independent

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Orange, I live in fucking india

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And here

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you dont get much say on your life

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your parents basically plan it for you

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Now i see

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well, i dont know how to help with that. but, you shouldnt try death, it wouldnt help for all i know

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When could u get a job if such? Atleast not being dependent on them

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Where I live, you cant get a job before 18

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Try something online maybe?

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