i really care about my appearance so much so getting it is becoming the last straw

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i really want to kill myself

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imagine going through all the trouble to apply different face product on your stupid ugly face to get clear skin just to get chickenpox

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and i wish i only had like, what, 6 of them on my face

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but fuck there are so many i cant even count it

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Im so sad and really want to kill myself

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you know wgen i was in 8th grade i failed my classes because i thought i wouldnt be able to handle my family’s reaction and id kill myself

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but i still wasnt able to commit suicide after all. But now, my chickenpox is really making me want to kill myself

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i have a lot of high buildings places near where i live

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i wonder how i can go there, to its high place, and jump

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i dont want to have an attempt suicide where i survive with a disability

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i want a sure kill

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its on my breasts, all over my face, my neck, nape, butt, thighs, arms, hands

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before, this was one of the viruses i was very scared to have

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and now i have it

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Fate really is crazy

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i should kill myself

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but how

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Around the world around the world 🎶

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I really want to kill myself

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Dont

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i got a virus

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its chickenpox all over my body

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i look so ugly now

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i would have rather get covid than this

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Really i thought your were beautiful

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You

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my face have chickenpox all over it

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You look great today

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Thanks, coral, even though you havent even seen me

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Youre welcome purple

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Hello

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hi

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How are you?

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im alright how are you?

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Im okay too

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whatsup?

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Take your time

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And you?

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Anyone here?

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