i just hope allah makes it eaiser for me

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or if not gives me a easier punishment

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im so fucking tired

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hey is anyone here

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coral

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i need help w something.

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mmhmw

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whats up

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ok so. i have this ex. treated me like shit. he broke up w me 3 times two times for my bsf 1 time for his girl bsf. he pressured me into sex, didn't communicate

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well i express to people about how badly he treated me and what he's done to me

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and he tells me im a manipulative shitty person.

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how old are you?

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what if i am yk?

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im 16, you?

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preggnant?

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im 15

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no im not lol

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oh nothat is wrong

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have u stopped contact w him?

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i.e blocked him

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excluded him from ur life

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yeah. but i called him 2 weeks ago and he yelled at me and called me a shitty person and told me that it wasn't my buisness to tell which isnt true

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im sorry

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im going through so much shit rn. im so depressed. he makes this worse. i grew up w 7 siblings. my mom abused me so now i live w my dad and stepmom

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You shouldnt have called him luv

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awwh i feel you

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they sent my little sister to boarding school and i come home to a quiet house

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you must have a shitty life

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yeah, i know it was a bad idea. but i crave him. everything i see reminds me of him.

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i have js the amount of siblings and my lfe is crashin out so ik what u feel

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ik luv but trust me

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not all the time. i have a lot to be grateful for but idk i dont have a spark in my heart to want to look foward to it

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just because it fails with the 1st it wont again you'll find someone more caring and loving

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mhmm fair enough

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its been 9 months. 9 months and i dont love him anymore. but what he did to me haunts me

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have you tried seeing a therepist abt it luv?

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when we broke up i stopped eating, i couldn't look at myself in the mirror. he broke me and he knows it. i know he does

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yeah, i go to therapy. i missed a call so my parents said i can't do it anymore

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that is no bf nor a man sorry to say

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no

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