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Whatever decided to give humans all this mental stuff is an idiot

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Death fears me

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Frrrrrr

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Death is just another step

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Death seems nice rn

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They want to lock me away and pump me full of meds im gonna pump them full of lead

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Death seems chill but the fact that there's probably some higher being waiting is scary

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Oof, that sucks cyan

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i fw death heavy he seems pretty cool tbh-cart

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I smell the air of the field and it is laced faintly with the skinned corpse of coyote

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eh, god prob understand im tired of being mentally ill and living this way, he planned my life out like this so maybeeeee im supposed to die

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Im "High risk" or whatever the fuck

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sdfghjk

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I almost punched a wall today i gotta get back to therapy

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I dont care about their stupid labels anymore

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yeah, i’ve been there before cyan, it aint fun

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wish u luck man

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im just a christan boy-cart

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Thx

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Nice cart

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sigh i dint deserve this-cart

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i go to church every subday and thrusday-cart

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Imma fail my exam tmmr

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i just know i will, im gonna dissapoint my mom

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I legit studied 8 hours of history for my exam and i feel like im gonna fail

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Hi

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Can i vent

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i guess no one’s here?

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i got chickenpox. It’s all over my body. It scars really badly after and now i just want to cry and kill myself

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i really care about my appearance so much so getting it is becoming the last straw

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i really want to kill myself

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imagine going through all the trouble to apply different face product on your stupid ugly face to get clear skin just to get chickenpox

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and i wish i only had like, what, 6 of them on my face

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but fuck there are so many i cant even count it

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Im so sad and really want to kill myself

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you know wgen i was in 8th grade i failed my classes because i thought i wouldnt be able to handle my family’s reaction and id kill myself

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but i still wasnt able to commit suicide after all. But now, my chickenpox is really making me want to kill myself

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i have a lot of high buildings places near where i live

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i wonder how i can go there, to its high place, and jump

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