anywaysss whats happening

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well

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green lost everyone they cared about

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and now is breaking down

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listen up green

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i havent lost them but i ffeel like i slowly am

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you dont have to know what to do

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nobody does

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what you need to know

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is that living is worth it

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does it hurt? yeah it does

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a lot in fact

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+3//9 +3)92 ghwlw elh hellwo whello hai

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but like i said before

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even a random stranger can be proud of you

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i failednto type hello 4 times

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so why dont you become someone you can be proud of

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sometimes you need to wing it

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i dont even know how to become proud of myself

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i dont think i ever will be

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sometimes its good to take a break

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why do you think so?

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i hate everything about me

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i need therapy so bad

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all i see is a person who just needs some light

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things will clear up one day

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i hope so

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everything feels wrong right now

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it will

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hope isnt some delicate butterfly

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not me literally shaking from crying

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its a beetle that survives after being stomped on

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you remind me of my first panic attack

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normally if i think about things that make me feel happy it makes it betetr but its not even helping right now

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im not having a panic attack... maybe a mental breakdown of some kind tho idk

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Recently i started wanting to kill people around me

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even if it sounds rude, im going to say that it wont help

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Im only 13 but honestly, i have been feeling so suffocated right now. In this household

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the only thing i can say that can reliably fix things

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is to face them head on

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