LOL BLUEE

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especially since my mother programmed it in me

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aw

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security sounds like a scary jobb

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and i cant get rid of it no matter how hard i try

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IT WAS LAME I KNOW

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NOO IT MADE ME GIGGLEE!

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Then the first step would be to try and notice your own thoughts & feelings

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well we're lucky here

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my dad used to work security when i was just born

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actually heard about an incident in the eastern side of the country where some guy doing the same job i do, got shot by some 19 year old.

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I do have life insurance so I guess that's why omg

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You don't necessarily have to notice in the moment, there's a fork of meditation where you go back tbrough your day in reverse

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if i'm not back in 5 minutes, wait longer...

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and thats how he made a friend with a chocolate owner guy

47242 - 

thats so scary

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i could never do a job like that

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im wimpy

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now we have unlimited chocolate

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we sometimes get guys wearing gang apparell in and we have to ask them to leave

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or not leave, but take off the apparel

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You look at each thing you did during the day, and consider how you were feeling while you did that thing

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i miss that chocolate guy

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and funny thing is

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DUDE

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is wart here?

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my neighbours are legit hells angels, legit a whole club house

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he's moving now

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im scared for you bro

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i see

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my supervisor asked how do i feel about approaching people wearing that apparel cause my neighbours LOL

46997 - 

sounds like an awful place to live

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I'M SAFE I PROMISE

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OK OK I TRUST YOU

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they are really chill just don't mess with them, they don't mess with us

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better keep a weapon on you or somethingg

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So i would say like, "i was speaking to people on ventscape, that made me feel a bit anxious because I'm not used to talking so much. Before that, i was brushing my teeth, and..."

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sadly no weapons here, we are canada

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i don't feel i ever need one though

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ohh i wasnt aware

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