i havent lost a parent but i could answer that

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if you like

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i don't mean to put you on the spot

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sorry

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go ahead

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you cant

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there no proper way to tbh

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it took me 4 years

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only felt like a month

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:(

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I see him in my dream often

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thats good i suppose

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i've been ignoring it

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I also lost my father years back. Although i cope by wearing a ring of dragon hands holding a skull to remind me i outlived him. It's fucked up but it helps me for some reason

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id rather see someone in my dreams

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to cope with going to university

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than forget the person all together

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you should face it

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just a suggestion

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my mom never talks about him

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idk if she loved him after the divorse

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its going to be messy and quite frankly everything anyone could hate

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cus they fighted a lot

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maybe she loved him but she didnt like him anymore

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i just miss her thats all -rught

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chat girl i'm with isn't gonna be around til tuesday

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if i talk of him she gets mad

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maybe she misses him

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this girl im with*

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i'm avoiding it because i know if i face it i might a) lose the will to live and become depressed and b) become very emotional and could fuck up my routine. But avoiding it means letting memories fade

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i dont like talking of him too

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and those memories becoming weaker and weaker

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until i can't even remember him

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i hide the emotion

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bro she's only been away a day and i miss her already

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id hate to forget who i lost

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so i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place

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its almost an insult to them

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i never like to look back anyway

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when im with her it just doesnt feel the same anymore, something dead -rught

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