or someone who will do the same

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because it happened my whole life

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he left bruises

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nobody cared

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or noticed

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neighbours ignored the screaming

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he used to force me to be naked lol

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undress me then revoke my privilege to be dressed

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lock me outside

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if i didnt walk outside he would drag me outside

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leaving bruises on my butt and wrists

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but he loved me so much lol

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everybody did apparently

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but nobody did anything

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at all

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i was like 11

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pulling my skirt down and hiding my wrists at school

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what do you even do to grow out of that

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to be able to be in the same room with a man like that again

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get out of that horrible environment first

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be in a room with any man

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That must've left a deep psychological shadow

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well he loved me

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You cannot just grow out of it, it takes time

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sometimes years or decades

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or even a lifetime

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How do you know he loved you?

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His abuse points to no love

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thats what he told me when he sneaked into my bed every fortnight

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across from my sleeping older sister

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LOL

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Oh my god

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thats so terrible

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most of the time he would just hold me so im basically making it up

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i want to be making it up

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believe it was aliens or something

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but he always smelt of wine and cranberry juice from his vodka drinks he would make

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this world truly makes me want to die

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Idk why I wake up so early

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your physiological clock works that way, purple

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