That must've left a deep psychological shadow

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well he loved me

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You cannot just grow out of it, it takes time

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sometimes years or decades

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or even a lifetime

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How do you know he loved you?

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His abuse points to no love

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thats what he told me when he sneaked into my bed every fortnight

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across from my sleeping older sister

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LOL

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Oh my god

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thats so terrible

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most of the time he would just hold me so im basically making it up

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i want to be making it up

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believe it was aliens or something

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but he always smelt of wine and cranberry juice from his vodka drinks he would make

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this world truly makes me want to die

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Idk why I wake up so early

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your physiological clock works that way, purple

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it makes you wake up early

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this site is so dead

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does none of the old people come here anymore

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The first trick to chat on the internet is to not be afraid of being criticized

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Be shameless and open

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Say whatever's on your mind

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when

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i look at asians

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everyone's says half shit and goes away, like at least complete it!!

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Ayyy

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Aaaaa

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A

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:D

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i'm beginning to realise just how attracted to power i am. I find women that showcase power attractive, I maladaptive daydream about being powerful, I generally abuse power when I have it

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Why am I so lured to power?

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What event in my life has sent me down this track?

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Or is it just a consequence of this world taking and taking and not giving back to me, that creates this hole that I seek to fill using power?

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Regardless, I like power

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It feels right

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is anyone here

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yes

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