its like scripted almost

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and im sorry for talking too much

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Paranoia be like

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i dont have anyone else to tell

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Don't say sorry for venting, cyan,,

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Especially in the website made for venting

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im not judging im just speaking my thoughts i am a neutral person

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but i miss my fucking abusers because they made me feel wanted

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i wish i could be worth that much again

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im fucking disgusting

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i know im going to turn out like them and im so scared. i wnat to be a good persin

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i dont wnat to be like them

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im like a fucking doll for them to play with

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the worst part is i dont even care

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i wish theyd hurt me again. sexualize me for all i have I DONT CARE just love me again

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tell me you love me

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please dont go

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anyways if i get the courage maybe ill finally end it . gn yall

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i feel so scared...

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anybody know any foods or something else that can make my brain more active or something so i can actually think again because it just feels so slow now i used to be super smart

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i just want to finally relax and take things easy

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