this family had shared psychosis and killed there eldest

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thinking it was a demon

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i was beaten so damn much i was so used to it i didnt cry or shit i was just bored waiting for it to be over :p xd

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do you have ptsd from that

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well idk i think i was scared of the mental illness my mom had but got over it xd

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adn im just disappointed things had to be that way with my mom xd

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i see

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her death made my OCD go off the rails xd

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idk if i am paranoid

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I want to vent, but it's probably dumb

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but i feel someone has been fallowing me for the last 2 weeks

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yk my mom was mentally ill physically healthy my dad seems mentally well but physically weak :p xd

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go ahead purple

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purple vent.

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i think living with a mentally ill person kinda help you stay sane :p xd

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I'm sick of being disrespected. I'm sick of not fitting in

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I hate adapting myself too fit in

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dont tolerate disrespect

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It's exhausting when I make the same mistakes

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.

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fuck school bruh

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either that or im just too lazy to bother about anyone freaking out around me :p xd

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put yourself first for once

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I'm seriously sick of guys my age and I wish they would learn to communicate

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I'm constantly being mocked and ridiculed

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green - yeah

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purple fight them back

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Then they act so cold and distant whenever I try to connect with them

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My boss is an asshole and makes me do stupid tasks that take forever only for like two people to see them and not care

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But they're so much better than me

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fr yellow

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Socially, academically, appearance wise

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then they dont deserve u purple

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I feel like I deserve it

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purple dont tolerate people being bitchy to u

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put your damn self fisrt

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I'm just so unlikeable and unworthy

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well im fr lazy or maybe its depression :p idk xd

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u dont deserve it

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maybe

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