im gay kasi sa family na toh and I really loved doing my make up

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hello -bred

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Yo

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but my parents are against on my identity and all

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*bread

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like they totally hate the idea of having me as a gay son

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I know for sure that they disgrace me whenever I go outside

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earlier my mom just said something that totally fucked me up

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how is everyone? -soup

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I should stop buying make up and what

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im not even begging for their money, that's all my money no money from them

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KINGINA NIYO

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why are they upset that your buying makeup with your own money? I mean your not like a 10 yo right?

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WHY AM I SO AWKWARD GRRRRRRR

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SAME GRRRR

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Im listening to mitski rn -soup

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they say the measure of a smart person is knowing when not to speak

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i must be very dumb because this girl makes me want to ask all the questions in the world

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aw man, I talk a lot when im not supposed to -soup

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i do that too, but other times i have like

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sleep paralysis, but for talking

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like, going non-verbal? -soup

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yaa

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samee

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it's like all the words in my head go away & i can only stare

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how many people are here rn?

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I'm angry

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but because i've been so dissociative for so long, it's hard to tell how bad it is

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e

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eee

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hi

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oh, why are you angry? - soup

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can you see this message

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yes i can see your message- soup

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oh ok

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:>

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ee

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=^. .^=

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eeeeeeeee

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e

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