i’m coming to terms with some of my memories and thoughts and such and i

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i remember this one white guy restraining me because i punch him on his balls and it was just me and him and i only did it bc his dick was in my face-nova

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i hate treatment i was sterilized or whatever just for crying-novq

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I really hate my life and my household. My sister and i ate closer than anyone else and we often bond over hating this household but even she cant understand because on top of this i experience more

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i've honestly been thinking abt running away

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they put me in this thing they call "the chair" and they shot me with stuff to calm you down-nova

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more that i have told her of that only disgusts her because she doesn’t understand. I can’t even blame her. I’ve only met one other who shares this characteristic i have and he deserves it.

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light green im ngl.. wait how old are you?-nova

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am i having an anxiety attack again?

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teen

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it hurts to be me right now

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well im just asking bc if you 16 or older you technically could with no consequences

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let's just say about 17

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wait really

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my dumbass did when i was 13

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I don't understand why i feel this way?? I have prescription pills and then???

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brave

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i was diagnosed with adhd

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it was lowkey fun asf

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and its okay

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hehe

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i always knew i had adhd but never had a proper diagnosis

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i had 3 girls i trust and it was the first time i felt free..

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yeah

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today i spent my whole say laying

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I genuinely struggle with my grip on reality.

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i have separation anxiety

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i mean this in the most literal way possible.

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and it's gettin worse

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bruh please give me tips on the be attractive-nova

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ok

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i’ve come to accept one of my memories didn’t actually happen and I’m exploring possibilities as to how it formed

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i want to feel better and i want to do things to make me feel better

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do excercise

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eating better

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focusing on my health

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yet

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im 5'11 weight about 112..and um i have black hair and brown eyes

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I don't know what is stopping me

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so there work off tht info

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