part of the reason i don't off myself if because i'd be mad asf if people saw my fatass body in a coffin

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my brother bit me and wanted me to tell him thank you becuse he bit me instead of beating me.

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little excange

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where can you buy suicide bags

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exchabge

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alr im leaving

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Im so unloveable

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gn yall

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I’m overdosing tonight

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gn

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one of my cousins is tall asf i'm stealing their height

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gn cyan

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don't od

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i tried and it work well almost did till they pump my stomach

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i was saying gn to the other person

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So fucking done. Im so unloveable and im so so done with everything

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oh nvm cyan

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do you guys believe the beyonce diddy connection

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please dont die

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Stomach acheee

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don't od please

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diy suiside are you guys ready for my recipe

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yes yellow

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i tried it once and they didn't pump my stomach but it was humiliating

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i genuinely try so hard to feed myself well and get on that routine but once is start spiraling it doesnt stop

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it feels like i just get worse and worse and more and more guilty

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I threw up all over myself when i tried to od. most humbling experiecnev everm

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i use to be obsess with suicide and self harm but i stop eventually

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i was hooked up to an IV for fluids and peed myself because my legs had tremors and i couldn't control my bladder

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it got boring

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but i felt immortal doing it so much and still living

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I cant do this anymore my parents make me want to die im so lonely

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Life isnt bad but its hard to ignore the problems i have when they are so prevalent

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i usually crush my pills i got and snort it makes me feel electric

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it aint like little things its like man if i keep doing this itll be really bad

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when i od'd i didn't really register that i could've *actually* died until after i got out of the hospital, and my brother sat me down to talk and told me how it affected him

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and he cried, and he rarely cries in front of me, and it was sobering because i realized i would've ruined his life if i actually took mine

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It really really REALLY hard to stop bad habits

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im comtemplating on commiting or running away b4 my 18th

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i thought they'd be better off without me, and that made me realize that he and my younger brother need me

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