3hy

15608 - 

I don't understand how that's a problem

15608 - 

What's the matter blue?

15608 - 

Why do you isolate yourself?

15608 - 

Exactly, he thinks all i do is lie because i didn't tell him about it

45799 - 

Why would you need to tell him what you read?

15608 - 

Sounds like you're better off without the psycho.

15608 - 

i don't know, he's just insecure?

45799 - 

what do you do when your 13 years old and your own family dont love you..

45800 - 

about books???

15608 - 

i want to isolate myself because everyone i speak to is exhausting

45798 - 

That doesn't make any sense.

15608 - 

yeah, he thinks i'm unhappy and emotionally cheating i guess

45799 - 

purple, i love you!

15608 - 

im so tired of maintaining any sort of connection with anyone. im not built for social engagement and i feel like a freak for not needing it at all

45798 - 

well your not a freak to me blue :)

45800 - 

Idk blye

15608 - 

he caught me last night reading, and now he left the house in the early hours, and is walking around the city

45799 - 

telling me he's looking for flights for me to go back to america

45799 - 

blue do you think maybe you don't trust people? And if you found someone you trust you would want to connect with them?

15608 - 

hello?

45801 - 

hello

45799 - 

i absolutely do not trust people. i find most people repulsive and i tolerate the rest. i cant imagine myself trusting someone

45798 - 

i feel so alone.

45801 - 

you're not alone here

45799 - 

idk what to do

45800 - 

i have always felt alone

45801 - 

But hypothetically, if you met someone who proved themselves to be trustworthy, would you want to be friends with them>

15608 - 

im not even old enough to get a job and my mom is making me pay rent

45800 - 

wdym purple

45799 - 

how does she plan on charging rent?

45799 - 

in a month

45800 - 

maybe? i dont know what would have to happen for me to trust anyone. i dont see possible companions in any realm of my life

45798 - 

i need a hug

45801 - 

sending happy thoughts to you all

45799 - 

should i kill myself?

45800 - 

being as distant and disgusted as i am with people makes me feel sociopathic. im not a sociopath

45798 - 

no.

45801 - 

how old are you blue?

15608 - 

its been 2 years and 3 days since i tried it.

45801 -