teachrs dont belive me ever, my friends tell me that im weird and shit for that and lowkey resent me for my parents, and admin want my ass DEAD DAWG

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And the partial reasons for my want to change.

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no ones evr on my side smh

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that's fucked

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I think if I change, for the change to be worthwhile, I have to completely restructure myself. Kill my old self, so my new one can be made.

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But the thing is I don't have anyone to discuss this with.

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I'm afraid the people I love will see me different;y

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try journalling

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and burn or delete the pages after

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actually! i do have a boyfriend and he beleves me and shit (mostly ebcause i send him photos and stuf) and because hes been threatened to be r%ped by my stepdad, bt he doesnt actually love me

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Cyab

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he is only w me because he likes the aesetic of having a girlfrined

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oh

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Cyan, if you are a minor, don't send photos of yourself just to have a boyfriend. You are better than that.

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Please get rid of him.

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yeah please listen to red cyan

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IMMA GO TO BED NOW

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He will only drag you down and harm you more.

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GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE

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I say this as someone who has seen it before.

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Goodnight Blue

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hes so freaking mean to me and only cares bout himself an d whatvr btu hes the only one whos ever loved me so :[ idk

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predators are everywhere

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i dont know what to do i wanna drop him but then iim back to having no one who likes me

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cyan idk girl but you have to one day try to fight off these abusers

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so idk

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i dont really evr know what to do

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Cyan, the fact that you aren't saying a definite "i love my boyfriend" or "he loves me back" shows you know deep down

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im baaaack -comet

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The fact you have doubts says enough.

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The doubt is there for a reason.

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yeah that boy is trash

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Listen to yourself.

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ALSO!!!!!!!!!! i have freaking epilipesey or some other seziure condition now because my mom gave me such bad blunt force head trauma a little bit ago i liegt cannot stop having seziurs

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oh damn

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more than **

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anyway todayw as an extra sht day because every single teacher tells me mean things and then does mean things and it sucks i iwant out i wanna kms

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National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: Call 800-273-8255 or text 988

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Cyan I don't know you but you need to be as vocal as possible to people who can actually help you. I think you said the police and teachers never actually help or do things for you.

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But there are those out there who can and will help you.

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