yeahh

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Oh my bad, I thought I was coral

44019 - 

idk bro im new to this site sorry

44524 - 

It's okay, anyways I don't really care about looks but I have a real weakness for a good singing voice

44019 - 

wowie a newbie

27948 - 

gtg

44524 - 

So I found this dude who's a great singer, even a vocal major, and was so attracted to him...until I found out he was 5 years younger than me

44019 - 

Wait??

44019 - 

I'm so used to being shamed for my lack of intelligence that I don't know who I am. I have no sense of self-worth and I'm constantly looking to correct myself when explaining a point.

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Anyways I'm feeling like a total creep, now you're all caught up blue

44019 - 

why is the age concerning fr you?

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Some folks just shouldn't have kids, if they're going to condition them to think and act this way.

33151 - 

I have CPTSD from repeatedly being called dumb.

33151 - 

yooo

44526 - 

Because he's a college student five years younger than me? I thought he looked young, but I didn't realize how much younger

44019 - 

I just freeze up in new situations.

33151 - 

im backkk

44526 - 

I don't know how to act, I don't know what to think.

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Also he's the same age as my youngest cousin

44019 - 

im black, old blue

44526 - 

I don't want to look incompetent.

33151 - 

now im cyan?

44526 - 

Did you get all of that cyan?

44019 - 

lol its lagging'

44526 - 

How do I get over a crush...

44019 - 

If I can, I avoid situations that require more practical skills.

33151 - 

Me asking that at my big age lmao

44019 - 

yes i think

44526 - 

I avoid group discussions in favour of 1-on-1 interactions.

33151 - 

Okay cool, well that's pretty much it

44019 - 

Intimacy, closeness.

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But I think I just copy off others. I'm not sure if I have any real identity.

33151 - 

It's depressing.

33151 - 

I don't want to be a co-dependent.

33151 - 

i see coral. so youe were saying into singers? (correct me if i messed up)

44526 - 

Just need to find someone with a much better singing voice I guess? But that's so shallow

44019 - 

you can't just get over a crush, are there things that just makes you think "ick" or "ew"

27948 - 

Yes, I'm attracted to someone's voice (and personality) more than anything else tbh

44019 - 

about him

27948 - 

No one cares, as usual.

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