thankss -Wise Lawyer

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thats so entertaining, you can just say questionable shit on here and nobody gonna know where you sleep at

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the beauty of the internet huh

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but really tho i wannt to abuse him too

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Ive become more self aware. What I found was that I am no longer aware of myself, my emotions and or feelings.

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not joking

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I have become apathetic to the point where my entire family could drop dead and I would not care

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my feelings and emotions and mental state have all turned off without an on switch

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wise lawyer, is that apathetic or a sociapath in the making?

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my mind has become a cave of nothingness and numbness

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probably both

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i get what you're saying about emotions being turned off

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but yk that your emotions are just gonna come out by surprise

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but i'm sure you care

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Its not just emotions its like that entire part of me that cares or has any emotional connections or feelings has vanished

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all that pent up emotions and feelings are just gonna be let out one day

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Last time my emotions were pent up, it felt different, I ws just depressed. Now I feel nothing

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not even depression or dread or pain

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avoidance is also a way we cope

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thats depression not being apathetic dude

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Just numb nothingness.

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are there any triggers you've tried?

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like sad movies or smth

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sorry that's the first thing that came to mind

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Yes, everything from causing myself physical pain to something emotional that would make me cry

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ah damn

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I dont even care about my friends at this point, my entire emotional system is like gone, tbh its scary.

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hm

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do you meet them often?

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yes

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alexithyma i just searched it up

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tf is that? -Wise Lawyer

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emotional blindness, apparently

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says its uh wait

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it's the inability to feel emotions or identify them i think

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yeah jus searched it up

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yea emotional blindness

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do you

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think you might have it?

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not sure

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