i have plans to go and visit her in israel next july but i'm so scared something might happen before then

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i'm also so worried for the rest of my family there -calf

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I stand in the middle, as long as they dont affect me and how I live, im chill -Wise Lawyer

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I dont know if i want advice I know there just thoughts but its scary yk? How i can come up eith things like that

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i hope your family stays safe calf

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like my cousins and my aunts -calf

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thank you so much

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cut everything that isn't fucking perfect for him-R0tt3n

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that makes sense, blue.

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it took me ages to get used to my violent thoughts.

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and this yom kippur (friday) i saw security guards at synagogue and like. that's pretty average for temple but it just hits hard

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Let the world burn in their name, calf. -Wise Lawyer

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because like why do we have to be scared on our most holy day?

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yeah that really sucks

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I always wanted to be fucking perfect-R0tt3n

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why do we have to fear a fucking terror attack on the one day we deserve peace most?

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it does

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Same Rott3n

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nobody deserves to go through war at all in the first place

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I'm just a fucking weirdo for him-R0tt3n

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but we had to present our ids before getting into the temple

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Why do we have to fear another world war? -Wise Lawyer

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Ill be ok eventually

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a fucking person who doesn't matter to them-R0tt3n

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for who, rotten?

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and my high school got a bomb threat oct. 7

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i believe you'll be ok, blue.

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we had to stay inside all day

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no going outside

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nothing-R0tt3n

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if you say so.

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real about the threats though 😭 american high schools are crazy

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eventually ill say something conserning to the wrong adult and get put in therapy or have my mom called or something ill get help i want help

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and one of the hostages is from my town and i have this sickening, scary knowledge that if i had been in the wrong place at the wrong time

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or i mean schools in general but im in h

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s

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it could've been me

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but help is expensive and hard to ask for

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I'm going to sleep. .-R0tt3n

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goodnight everyone-R0tt3n

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