I meant I miss being a kid, too

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so I did have a reason to say all these things about michelle and my mom maybe that is why I am so angry and I am glad I said all these things because I didn't do anything but they are bullying me

42644 - 

fuck people, there is no 'acting your age'. if you're goofy, be goofy. as long as you want.

40172 - 

they bullying me for not conforming and they aren't focusing on their life

42644 - 

I don't need you to pray for me

42647 - 

How can i live hating my smile

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Ok, maybe that's why I was feeling resistance when I tried.

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i cant

42648 - 

Someone did, and for some reason, it was always ending up to an insult

42647 - 

I'm sorry to hear that.

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It doesn't have to always go that way, though.

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Anyway, I don't want to maybe it was my defense mechanism but I have trust issues to people who seem to help me

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Linux

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No, of course, you awfully remind me of that woman.

42647 - 

Sounds like you've had your trust violated many times

3880 - 

felt

42648 - 

i dont see a future for myself. but then again weve never been able to look that far have we

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I made my own vpn, because the government keeps stalking me

42628 - 

everyone ive known and trusted i dont know and cant trust

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that's cool asf

40172 - 

i have mulitple guns

42628 - 

but sad too

40172 - 

i got a whole life ahead of me i dont know why i worry about this now

42635 - 

Hopefully you meet some people who help heal your wounds

3880 - 

In person is probably better than here though

3880 - 

Therapists wont help me

42628 - 

To be honest, I feel more at ease, believeing in God, in my own ways. I don't really need someone who will try to think they help me then do the opposite

42647 - 

I can't fathom that anything is real, anything accept me

42628 - 

I dont feel real

42648 - 

I'm glad you have that green. That's a lot

3880 - 

havent in uears

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I put black tape on the mirrors, and on the windows of my home

42628 - 

We need to know God for ourselves anyway, before we can really properly receive others input

3880 - 

and I turned to cold air on, to get my body to its natural tempreture

42628 - 

big facts, purp

40172 - 

Why red?

3880 - 

I haven't ate in weeks

42628 - 

Do you think, I have the right to feel betrayed?

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Thanks blue

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Paranoid of the corporations, and the government

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