What do i do to make you notice

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Why cant i be your first choice

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And stop acting like you care for me

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I know damn well you have other people youd rather run to

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I want to be loved fr

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i will just accept that everyone will hate me and that I will only like myself instead and I will just love myself

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Hi

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Why doesnt anyone notice me

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I almost told my friends about a girl, I guess technically, groping me the other day

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Hate it when some people are like "stop messaging me/the group chat, the notifications are so annoying!" then turn off your fucking notifications

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maybe it's just better to be hated instead of being liked

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Like, the conversation just reached a point

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IS IT TRUE? IS THE GOVERNMENT HIRING PSYCHICS TO WORK WITH THEM TO READ THE MINDS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE SO THAT THE GOVERNMENT CAN MORE QUICKLY UNDERSTAND ALL THE BEHAVIORS AND ACTIONS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE

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And I said that something happened to me as a child, but I hardly remember it

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But even with the patchy memory of it, it haunts me

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A friend rhen asked what it was, if I was willing to explain

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And I really thought about it

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Why do i only have crushes

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Just, telling them

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Why wont anyone like me

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Just opening up and saying the words

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Im trying to hard

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Telling the story

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But I just stayed quiet, then said no

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Pls just look at me

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after all the venting, I learned to accept that I am bullied everywhere and by everyone because I can't make people like me and maybe I am better off

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hi

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Because no matter what I do, I'm closed off

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I'm reserved

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Quiet

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its ok that everyone hates me

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Why do they ignore me

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That's just who I am

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Ive done everything to make them like me

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Or, I guess more that I'm okay

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I don't have problems

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Im your friend

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Why cant you see me

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I don't have trauma

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THAT is who I am

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