To try and prompt a better, more helpful conversation with my psych

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Dont just take it from me

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Pls

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But I don't think I can just

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Hand it over to her

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And know

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That there is one person in this whole world

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I don't talk to anyone but people talk to me and they bully me and turn hostile and they attack me because they think I am talking to them

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Who then automatically knows everything about me

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Every nitty gritty detail

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I hate them so much

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Everything that I've kept to myself for so long

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Why cant they see me

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Maybe it's a matter of feeling accomplished

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Jst fucking look at me

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Dont ignore me

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And I've accidentally made my one sole accomplishment in life

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Being that I've kept this all to myself for so long

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That now, telling anyone, would tear me apart

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Make me worthless

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More than I already am

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I dont want them

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How much more worthless, can something worth nothing get?

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I wonder

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Does it hit a point

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IS IT TRUE? IS THE GOVERNMENT HIRING PSYCHICS TO WORK WITH THEM TO READ THE MINDS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE SO THAT THE GOVERNMENT CAN MORE QUICKLY UNDERSTAND ALL THE BEHAVIORS AND ACTIONS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE

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Do I have some snall amount of worth now to lose?

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And I just can't see it

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I want to be alone but i dont wanna feel lonely

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How do I know if it's there? How do I know when it's gone?

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Or maybe, it's already been and gone and like everything else it'll just hit me in a year

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"I'm worthless. I have been, this whole time."

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im gonna voluntarily rip my limbs off if the quizzes tomorrow are all indentification

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Worth

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Less

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Or maybe im the bad person

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I want to jst get rid of them all

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Maybe it's a constant stream of degredation

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Of a person

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Worth, less and less

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